I wish I had stayed with you every single day of the every single year since that day I drifted away, until you got tired of me, until I got tired of listening to your endless stories forever repeated, embellished, mixed up with illusions and dreams; feeling miserable, wasted, depressed, and burdened by shattered dreams, but your dark eyes always at my sight, many months and years would have come and gone by. I want you to know that the pain I feel right now is a lot worse than what would have been, having been away from you since then. There was not a single sound, taste, sight or color that paid off; the sum of all my experiences away from you was not worth a single minute of being with you.