Lise bire ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda Necati isimli bir arkada\u015f\u0131m oldu. Hesap a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131kl\u0131 klasik matemati\u011fin, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131kl\u0131 modern matemati\u011fe yerini b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir liseye ve bir seneye girmi\u015ftik. Benim zihnime kolayca giren bu elementler, nedense s\u0131n\u0131f arkada\u015flar\u0131ma \u00e7ok \u00e7etrefil geliyordu. \u00d6zellikle Necati’ye. De\u011ferim s\u0131n\u0131f\u00e7a hemen anla\u015f\u0131ld\u0131. \u00d6devlerine yard\u0131mc\u0131 oldum; a\u00e7\u0131klamalar yapt\u0131m; 15 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki akl\u0131mla karanl\u0131k yollara \u0131\u015f\u0131klar tuttum. Necati bana tutundu; ba\u015fkalar\u0131 da tutundu ama en \u00e7ok Necati tutundu. Necati 15 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131 ama o aile i\u00e7inde \u00e7ok h\u0131zl\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ba\u015fka ihtimal yoktu zaten. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Necati’li ilk yaz\u0131m bu; biliyorum arkas\u0131 gelecektir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Karde\u015fleri \u00e7oktu Necati’nin. Bir karde\u015fi, okulla falan ilgisi olmayacak kadar bizden b\u00fcy\u00fck, Seyithan’d\u0131. Ne zaman yaz\u0131ma ba\u015fl\u0131k olan bu \u0130smet \u00d6zel sat\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 duysam derinden \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm olaylar dizisinin kahraman\u0131yd\u0131 Seyithan. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir yaz ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131 Seyithan Adana’dan bir kamyon karpuz getirmi\u015f; Abide dedi\u011fimiz yerden 50 metre ilerde akan de\u011firmen suyunun yan\u0131na karpuzlar\u0131 d\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f; l\u00fck\u00fcs lambas\u0131yla ayd\u0131nlat\u0131lan derme \u00e7atma bir karpuz sergisi kurmu\u015ftu. Yaz gecelerinde y\u00fcr\u00fcmeyi \u00e7ok severdim. Bu karpuz sergisinin yan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7erken, yanan l\u00fck\u00fcs lambas\u0131na uzaktan bakar; dibinde yap\u0131lan konu\u015fmalar\u0131 hayal ederdim. Ancak hi\u00e7bir zaman orada oyalan\u0131p, onlar\u0131 dinleme cesaretini kendimde bulamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Birka\u00e7 hafta sonra bir g\u00fcn Necati okula gelmedi. Arkada\u015flar\u0131m bana kara haberi verdi. Seyithan bir ak\u015fam \u00f6nce karpuz sergisinde l\u00fck\u00fcs lambas\u0131n\u0131n yar\u0131 karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir arkada\u015f\u0131 ile tart\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f ve akabinde bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesiz ve zalim arkada\u015f cebinden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 Seyithan’\u0131n kalbine saplam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonraki g\u00fcnler, haftalar Necati ve ailesi i\u00e7in \u00e7ok ac\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcnlerdi. Arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc kara bir bulut gibi hep \u00fczerinde gezdi. Zaman her ac\u0131n\u0131n ilac\u0131d\u0131r. Yava\u015f yava\u015f, Seyithan’\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131 azald\u0131, san\u0131yorum. Ya da hayat\u0131n zorluklar\u0131 \u00f6ncelikleri de\u011fi\u015ftirdi diyelim. Seyithan unutuldu mu? Bir yabanc\u0131 olan ben bile unutmad\u0131m, onlar hi\u00e7 unutmaz bilirim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Necati’yle benim ba\u011f\u0131m hi\u00e7 kopmad\u0131. Ankara’da T\u00fcrk Hava Kurumunun okulunda zirai ila\u00e7lama pilotu olmak i\u00e7in okudu; mezun oldu; pilot oldu; evlendi, baba oldu. Dedim ya, daha \u00e7ok anlat\u0131r\u0131m Necati’yi. Ama bu hikayenin bir sonu var. Bir g\u00fcn Ankara’da Necati’yle birlikte iken c\u00fczdan\u0131nda iki foto\u011fraf g\u00f6rd\u00fcm; bakmak istedim, uzatt\u0131. Biri Seyithan’d\u0131, tan\u0131d\u0131m hemen. Di\u011ferini tan\u0131yamad\u0131m. Kim bu dedim? “Seyithan abimi kalbinden b\u0131\u00e7aklayan ki\u015fi” dedi. Bir \u015fey s\u00f6yleyemedim; foto\u011fraf\u0131 geri verdim. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir delikanl\u0131 abisinin katilinin foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 c\u00fczdan\u0131nda ni\u00e7in ta\u015f\u0131r? Neden karpuz sergilerinde l\u00fck\u00fcs yanar, anl\u0131yorsan\u0131z; bunu da anlars\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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